A good day today. Busy but good. Stayed over at a mate's last night, and there was lots of hug therapy. Finally I got a night's sleep. Hurrah! Today was busy rushing about doing things for other people, and then i had a touch of enjoyment for about an hour between four and five pm. [...]
Today I was taken by a friend to see a local support centre. Felt much better for having been there for a few hours. I didn't do anything terribly exciting. But just being with people who are HIV+ made me feel less lonely. And have started on the antibiotics.
Found out a week ago that I am HIV+. Got more details today. CD4 count = 100. Apparently this is not good. Antibiotics prescribed and to be taken to make sure I don't get any infections. Anger at being stupid enough to become infected is being replaced with fear at what is to come. How [...]