Well today was a down day. I woke up this morning late after a big night out, but early enough to take the drugs. Which I hated this morning. I’m not sure there was any particular reason. I just felt down. I took the drugs and returned to bed. When I got up, and this afternoon came to my parents’ house. 

At least I have my drugs with me. Drugs. Always. I hate the having to worry about them.

Hopefully tomorrow will be more up than down.